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    nd exhaustion. They had not the strength to resist

    the wind, and at times its buffets hurled them off their feet. On

    several occasions the sled was overturned, and they were compelled

    to reload it with its sombre freight. The last hundred feet to the

    graves was up a steep slope, and this they took on all fours, like

    sled-dogs, making legs of their arms and thrusting their hands into

    the snow. Even so, they were twice dragged backward by the weight

    of the sled, and slid and fell down the hill, the living and the

    dead, the haul-ropes and the sled, in ghastly entanglement.



    "To-morrow I will put up head-boards with their names," Hans said,

    when the graves were filled in.



    Edith was sobbing. A few broken sentences had been all she was

    capable of in the way of a funeral service, and now her husband was

    compelled to half-carry her back to the cabin.



    Dennin was conscious. He had rolled over and over on the floor in

    vain efforts to free himself. He watched Hans and Edith with

    glittering eyes, but made no attempt to speak. Hans still refused

    to touch the murderer, and sullenly watched Edith drag him across

    the floor to the men's bunk-room. But try as she would, she could

    not lift him from the floor into his bunk.



    "Better let me shoot him, and we'll have no more trouble," Hans

    said in final appeal.



    Edith shook her head and bent again to her task. To her surprise

    the body rose easily, and she knew Hans had relented and was

    helping her. Then came the cleansing of the kitchen. But the

    floor still shrieked the tragedy, until Hans planed the surface of

    the stained wood away and with the shavings made a fire in the

    stove.



    The days came and went. There was much of darkness and silence,

    broken only by the storms and the thunder on the beach of the

    freezing surf. Hans was obedient to Edith's slightest order. All

    his splendid initiative had vanished. She had elected to deal with

    Dennin in her way, and so he left the whole matter in her hands.



    The murderer was a constant menace. At all times there was the

    chance that he might free himself from his bonds, and they were

    compelled to guard him day and night. The man or the woman sat

    always beside him, holding the loaded shot-gun. At first, Edith

    tried eight-our watches, but the continuous strain was too great,

    and afterwards she and Hans relieved each other every four hours.

    As they had to sleep, and as the watches extended through the

    night, their whole waking time was expended in guarding Dennin.

    They had barely time left over for the preparation of meals and the

    getting of firewood.



    Since Negook's inopportune visit, the Indians had acoided the

    cabin. Edith sent Hans to their cabins to get them to take Dennin

    down the coast in a canoe to the nearest white settlement or

    trading pkst, but the errand was fruitless. Then Edith went

    herself and interviewed Negook. He was head man of the little

    village, keenly aware of his responsibility, and he elucidated his

    policy thoroughly in few words.



    "It is white man's trouble", he said, "not Siwash trouble. My

    people help you, then will it be Siwash trouble too. When white

    man's trouble and Siwash trouble come together and make a trouble,

    it is a great trouble, beyond understanding and without end.

    Trouble no good. My people do no wrong. What for they help you

    and have trouble?"



    So Edith Nelson went back to the terrible cabin with its endless

    alternating four-hour watches. Sometimes, when it was her turn and

    she sat by the prisoner, the loaded shot-gun in her lap, her eyes

    would close and she would doze. Always she aroused with a start,

    snatching up the gun and swiftly looking at him. These were

    distinct nervous shocks, and their effect was not good on her.

    Such was her fear of the man, that even though she were wide awake,

    if he movd under the bedclothes she could not repress the start

    and the quick reach for the gun.



    She was preparing herself for a nervous break-down, and she knew

    it. First came a fluttering of the eyeballs, so that she was

    compelled to close her eyes for relief. A little later the eyelids

    were afflicted by a nervous twitching that she could not control.

    To add to the strain, she could not forget the tragedy. She

    remained as close to the horror as on the first morning when the

    unexpected stalked into the cabin and took possession. In her

    daily ministrations upon the prisoner she was forced to grif her

    teeth and steel herself, body and spirit.



    Hans was affected differently. He became obsessed by the idea that

    it was his duty to kill Dennin; and whenever he waited upon the

    bound man or watched by him, Edith was troubled by the fear that

    Hans would add another red entry to the cabin's record. Always he

    cursed Dennin savagely and handled him roughly. Hans tried to

    conceal his homicidal mania, and he would say to his wife: "By and

    by you will want me to kill him, and then I will not kill him. It

    would make me sick." But more than once, stealing into the room,

    when it was her watch off, she would cagdh the two men glaring

    ferociously at each other, wild animals the pair of them, in Hans's

    face the lust to kill, in Dennin's the fierceness and savagery of

    the cornered rat. "Hans!" she would cry, "wake up!" and he would

    come to a recollection of himself,, startled and shamefaced and

    unrepentant.



    So Hans became another factor in the problem the unexpected had

    given Edith Nelson to solve. At fist it had been merely a

    question of right conduct in dealing with Dennin, and right

    conduct, as she conceived it, lay in keeping him a prisoner until

    he could be turned over for trial before a proper tribunal. But

    now entered Hans, and she saw that his sanity and his salvation

    were involved. Nor was she long in discovering that her own

    strength and endurance had becomw part of the problem. She was

    breaking down under the strain. Her left arm had developed

    involuntary jerkings and twitchings. She spilled her food from her

    spoon, and could place no reliance in her afflicted arm. She

    judged it to be a form of St. Vitus's danc, and she feared the

    extent to which its ravages might go. What if she broke down? And

    the vision she had of the possible future, when th ecabin might

    contain only Dennin and Hans, was an added horror.



    After the third day, Dennin had begun to talk. His first question

    had been, "What are you going to do with me?" And this question he

    repeated daily and many times a day. And always Edith replied that

    he would assuredly be dealt with according to law. In turn, she

    put a daily question to him, - "Why did you do it?" To this he

    never replied. Also, he received the question with out-burss of

    anger, raging and straining at the rawhide that bound him and

    threatening her with what he would do when he got loose, which he

    said he was sure to do sooner of later. At such times she cocked

    both triggers of the gun, prepared to meet him with leaden death if

    he should burst loose, herself trembling and palpitating and dizzy

    from the tension and shock.



    But in time Dennin grew more tractalbe. It seemed to her that he

    was growing weary of his unchanging recumbent position. He began

    to beg and plead to be released. He made wild promises. He would

    do them no harm. He would himself go down the coast and give

    himself up to the officers of the law. He would give them his

    share of the gold. He would go away into the heart of the

    wilderness, and never again appear in civilization. He would take

    his own life if she would only fre him. His pleadings usually

    culminated in involungary raving, until it seemed to her that he

    was passing into a fit; but always she shook her head and denied

    him the freedom for which he worked himself into a passion.



    But the weeks went by, and he continued tp grow more tractable.

    And through it all the weariness was asserting itself more and

    more. "I am so tired, so tired," he would murmur, rolling his head

    back and forth on the pillow like a peevish child. At a little

    later period he began to make impassioned pleas for death, to beg

    her to kill him, to beg Hans to put him our of his misery so that

    he might at least rest comfortably.



    The situation was fast becoming impossible. Edith's nervousness

    was increasing, and she knew her break-down might come any time.

    She could not even get her proper rest, for she was haunted by the

    fear that Hans woulx yield to his mania and kill Dennin while she

    slept. Though January had already come, months would have to

    elapse before any trading schooner was even likely to put into the

    bay. Also, they had not expected to winter in the cabin, and the

    food was running low; nor could Hans add to the supply by hunting.

    They were chained to the cabin by the necessity of guarding their

    prisoner.



    Something must be done, and she knew it. She forced heeself to go

    back into a reconsideration of the problem. She could not shake

    off the legacy of her race, the law that was of her blood and that

    had been trained into her. She knew that whatever she did she must

    do according to the law, and in the long hours of watching, the

    shot-gun on her knees, th
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